Brett & I woke up at 4:00 am Wed morning and started getting ready. I had already packed our bags, so I decided I would do my hair and get some make-up so Ashlyn could see me all pretty :) We woke Audree up @ 4:30 and told her today was the day she would meet her little sister. She wasn't too excited at first, but hey it was 4 in the morning! Once she woke up enough, she kept saying my sissy coming out of mommy's tummy? She then got really excited! We dropped her off at Brett's parents and off we went to the hospital..
Big Sister all ready to meet Ashlyn
We arrived at the hospital @ 5:30 AM and got checked in, hooked up to monitors, blood taken and were waiting for 7:30 to roll around. Around 7 all the family arrived and they brought Audree back so I could see her before surgery. I got really emotional at this point in time and started to cry. This was the last time we would be our little family of 3, and it was hitting my hard, not in a bad way, just really overwhelming. Dr K came in and said were ready and I became a nervous wreck!
In the hospital parking lot
Daddy all scrubbed up
I got wheeled into the OR and my mind started racing and my heart was beating really fast. They prepped me for the spinal and I had a really sweet anesthesiologist who helped me stay some what calm. I had STRICT orders that they were not to give me anything that would knock me out or make me loopy, so they promised me they wouldn't unless something occured where they needed to. I heard one of the anesthesiologist say I was "tachying" pretty bad, so I looked up at the monitor and my heart was beating at 191. I told him I'm okay, I'm okay don't give me anything! (yes just imagine me panicking on table haha). He told me I was fine and to just calm down and take deep breaths. Around that time Brett walked in and all my fears were gone.
I held Brett's hand as the surgery began. Dr K told him he could look over the sheet if he wanted so like any good husband he did, but he quickly sat back down haha He said that would too much and he thought he would pass out if he kept looking. I couldn't feel the cutting, but it was so weird! The tugging, pulling, and just had some really weird sensations. Next thing I knew Dr K said she's almost here, Brett stood up, and then whaaaaaaaaaaa there she was! She was so beautiful and I was in pure shock! They took her over to the table, weighed her, cleaned her up and then Brett got to bring her over to me.
I went to recovery until about 9:15 and then I got moved into a regular room. Once I got settled the bum rush of people quickly filled my room as we all waited for little Ashlyn to come in. Little did we know that moment wouldn't come. I called nursery around 10:30 and they told me she just had a bath so they were waiting a hr to make sure she would hold her body temp and everything was okay. I started going through her diaper bag and pick out her outfit and bow for the day. Received a call from the on call pedi and she told me everything looked great! About 20 minutes later I get a call from the on call pedi saying Ashlyn had been admitted to the NICU due to her oxygen levels being a little low.
As you can imagine my heart sunk and I burst into tears. This was not the way her birth was supposed to be, she was a full term baby, why was she being sent to the NICU. As much as I loved those nurses when Audree was in there, it was a place I didn't want to return to. I was devastated, hurt, and went numb very quickly. The NP came in and told me Ashlyn had a condition called PDA (for more information click here) and this is what was causing her to desat a little. This is very common in babies it just affected Ashlyn a little bit harder and caused her to have problems breathing. She was started on a 72 hour antibiotic just in case there was an infection and the NICU would be her new home for the next 3 days. I did manage to get out of bed that night and go and see my little angel. She was beautiful and the most precious thing I had laid my eyes on (besides her big sissy).
She was taken off the oxygen the next morning and was satting @ 100%, they did come in and do an echo cardiogram and the PDA had closed up and there was no murmur they oxygen she was placed on helped this close! We still had to wait on the antibiotics before she could go home though. Saturday night (April 17th) we spent the night in a room outside the NICU with Ashlyn and got to go home Sunday morning!
Ashlyn is doing great, had our 1st check up last Wed and our 2nd checkup tomorrow. Big sister Audree loves her little sister and just hovers over her waiting for her to do something. Its such a cute sight to see!
First time to see & hold little Ashlyn
Meeting little sister for the first time
She ♥ Ashlyn
































